just_a_small_portion_of_a_list_of_my_fears
perfectly_chaotic
I
am
afraid
of
death
.
I
am
afraid
of
the
death
of
my
family
members.
I
am
afraid
of
what
will
become
of
me
once
they
are
dead
.
I'm
afraid
my
mother
resents
my
never
having
finished
college
.
I
am
afraid
of
sinking
back
into
a
deep
depression
.
I
am
afraid
of
others
talking
about
me
behind
my
back
.
I
am
afraid
of
my
siblings
fucking
up
their
lives
the
way
I've
fucked
mine
up
.
I
am
afraidmy
criminal
record
will
prevent
me
from
ever
getting
a
decent
job
.
I
am
afraid
of
someday
relapsing.
I
am
afraid
of
the
possibility
I
might
goto
prison
.
I
am
afraid
my
sister
does
not
love
me
,
but
would
never
admit
it
.
I
am
afraid
of
ignoring
my
emotions
and
later
having
them
emerge
at
inappropriate
moments
.
I
am
afraid
that
if
I
goto
prison
there
will
be
no
acceptable
place
to
show
my
emotions
or
cry
.
I
am
afraid
of
the
thought
of
getting
into
a
violent
confrontation
in
prison
.
I
am
afraid
of
making
amends
to
a
few
certain
individuals.
I
am
afraid
they
won't
forgive
me
.
I
am
afraid
of
the
people
in
my
life
abandoning
me
.
I
am
afraid
that
I
may
never
develop
the
courage
to
overcome
all
of
my
fears
.
I
am
afraid
of
being
so
out
of
touch
with
reality
that
I
will
hurt
others
and
later
feel
guilt
and
shame
.
I
am
afraid
others
will
hurt
me
emotionally
.
I
am
afraid
that
if
forced
into
a
violent
confrontation
that
I
may
be
hurt
physically
.
I
am
afraid
that
if
I
ever
finish
college
I
will
still
never
get
a
good
job
.
I
asm
afraid
that
I
will
never
measure
up
to
my
father
.
I
am
afraid
of
people
stealing
my
posessions.
I
am
afraid
of
having
my
house
broken
into
and
being
robbed
.
I
am
afraid
of
being
mugged
on
the
street
.
I
am
afraid
of
war
&
the
global
economy
destroying
the
value
of
our
dollar
and
having
some
of
my
loved
ones
lose
everything
they've
worked
hard
for
.
I
am
afraid
of
living
alone
.
I
am
afraid
of
having
no
home
.
I
am
afraid
that
anyone
being
friendly
might
want
something
from
me
.
I
am
afraid
of
that
I
could
be
single
forever
.
I
am
afraid
I
will
never
get
married
or
have
children
.
I
am
afraid
that
no
woman
will
ever
want
me
.
I
am
afraid
that
if
I
do
somehow
find
a
woman
that
I
will
become
attached
,
fuck
it
up
and
then
become
depressed
.
I
am
afraid
to
let
a
woman
get
to
know
me
well
because
I
might
later
be
rejected
.
I
am
afraid
that
I
might
not
be
good
enough
for
anyone
else
.
110915
...
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life
is
fear
conquered
.
110916
...
h|s|g
Life_Is_Free_Energy
110916
...
h|s|g
||
life
is
fear
conquered
. Life_Is_Free_Energy
||
110916
...
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||
life
is
fear
conquered
.
Life_Is_Free_Energy
||
110916
...
Doar
Dude
.....where
the
hell
did
the
prison
thing
come
about
?
We
are
here
,
to
talk
,
to
support
and
most
importantly
to
listen
.
PC
....you
are
a
blatherskite
.....
And
that
means
no
matter
what
we
are
here
.
Just
talk
with
us
.
.
110916
...
Doar
and
I
hear
your
fears
.
Each
one
of
them
.
Hey
...or
hay
.....depression
sucks
...
it
really
fuckin
sucks
...
but
in
some
small
background
mind
I
find
that
I
can
still
continue
.
.
110916
...
Doar
And
no
matter
what
you
have
that
drags
you
into
fear
.
We
are
here
.
We
are
here
.
.
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