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blah-ze to find absolution in the moment of greatest weakness

what is it about humanity that they seek to justify their actions through pain and have a final vindication, replaying hurts over and over, until the sharpness of their emotions are blunted

when faced with pain we either cry or grit our teeth, we hope our salvation is at hand

the wounds of the mind gaping open the eyes of those sinned against stare at us through closed eyelids, stare during the darkest reaches of sleepless nights

the wounds of the body, self inflicted, drawing away our hurts and having them open to the world to see, to judge, to justify, and their sorrow will vindicate us
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barren to beg to barter
to scream to lie softly
break upon me hurt feelings of yesterday stiffled crumbled up in my back pocket
what did you think i forgot you where there
i have aired my dirty laundry but the stink of your words wont wash from my
unmentionables
pain of epicly small minuteness i exaggerate
pleasantly twisted in brick wire
can u hear me
scrub scrub scrub
damn
i'm bleeding again
tears of aching yearning
never
never
never
i give up
it was not ment for me
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