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| Achilles |
2 Sleeps later and I'm still fucked up. Why was it so strong? My friends were fine - but I was gone. They asked me if I was going to OD. I had to try very hard not to say "if I do, that'd be ok". Instead I managed to tell them no. 2 sleeps later I would turn my head and watch light follow me. If I sqinted, the world was a kalidescope. It had never been like that before. So I tried so hard to pretend to be ok when playing chess with my grandfather, but really I found the afterblurring of the light bouncing off the pieces much more interesting than the game. I still won though. Senility must be real bad if you can't beat your drugged grandson at chess. |
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| gelfling |
please be careful, for it may be more than just one life that falls |
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| Achilles |
I am. I was silly - I had no idea what I was taking - normally I'm much more careful. But thanks. |
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| birds at work | ghosts appear and fade away | 020714 |
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| josie | but they sometimes leave shadows.. | 020828 |