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Sonya the sullen feline As she lays down on the bed she wonders if it will be as she always imagined. Each year that had passed she acknowledged her "investment" only to realize it would soon disappear. Blood, tears, and scars emerge in what she dreamed to be her ultimate value. This is my nightmare. 011009
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TalviFatin Purity is a torture...referred to so because it is something so untouched and untouchable, the urge to blacken it, christen it, and muddle it up with oily so-called-sin becomes unbearable as the night grows older and the day is born. Like a Christmas package awaiting the dream filled eyes of a child. It sits there, luring him closer. All wrapped up beautifully, crisp, shiny and new. Picturesque in a child's eyes. Almost too beautiful and wonderous, a few split seconds pass through their minds and say not to touch it and ruin its purity. But the uncertainty of what hides inside is too much to bear. The desire to open it overrules. Down to the bottom line. The present must be opened. The gift must be taken. Purity must be tarnished. Its all a bitter agonizing game. A virgin becomes the highest prize, and to be the one to christen them is amongst the highest honors... 011010
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silentbob her lips were raped 011010
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kingsuperspecial purity_is_a_state_of_mind 011010
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Dis "You can't pretend to be a nice girl anymore," he said, climbing from the bed.

I guess I showed him a thing or two.
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Sonya the sullen feline Yes purity is indeed a state of mind, but it's also an element of humanity that is ingrained in the minds of people at an early age in some cultures. And in many cases it can fuel a lot of sadness, and self deprivation. It's something that we carry around in our heads and seem to think disappears when we engage in a certain activity. I've come to realize that even though I haven't done certain things in my life yet, I'm not as pure as most would think I am and yet I do not feel tainted or tarnished. I think for most people, purity never completely leaves their mind, no matter what they do. It's an intangible quality that just diminishes over time, but the remnants are still there. Maybe it's not so much something in our minds, but something that resides within our hearts. Society's definition of 'purity' has given me many internal conflicts and though according to society I'm still "pure", I'll always be pure in my own mind no matter what I do. Purity is a torture only when confined within the realms of the crowd's opinion. 011010
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lovers lament i tried to strive for purity
but i guess i'm not the sort
i think i finally realized that
i'd be reaching for eternity
and probably always falling short
for all those who watch me stumble
without offering their hand
i'm glad i've finally seen the truth
you need a lesson to be humbled
before you'd even understand.
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another three words cutter fall_and_winter_window purity_is_a_torture 050709
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palm hey... yeah it really is. 050709
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palm hey... yeah it really is. 050709
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jane chastity is a pain 050710
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qt at quintessensual dot org Albeit, and fortunately, an easily remedied one.

Q
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misstree i disagree with the equating of purity to innocence
being pure is not being unspoiled
it is being absolute
in some way.

and, as far as presents,
contrary to what most might guess,
i take utmost care in their opening,
delicately unfastening each piece of tape,
preserving the bow, unfolding the paper
so pristinely it could become origami_cranes,
to suckle every possible moment of that sweetest cusp between recieving and having.
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LS Ah, immenant gratification.

Truly satisfying.
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mt yeah... but sometimes, it's *really really really really hard* not to just rip the fucker open 'cause you haven't gotten a present in soooo damn long...
ahem...
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Q otherwise known, as of now, as: Quill or quill or QT (most of them) or qt (most of them) or qt at quintessensual dot org or Q (most of them), but not q 050728
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anne-girl just begging to be
violated
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Q also, I remember now, Quack, quack, Quadessensual, Quake, quake, Quilk, Quintessensensual, Quintessensual, Quisqua, and Qunitessensual 050728
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the amazin disappearin *me it's really not

Let Him have reign


then
with time

You'll see




but I get what You mean








but this title is a lie











honestly


LS is right


I promise You!!!
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Doar always right and always wrong my brother.

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