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i thought id sit down
and write you a letter of me
let you know how i was doing
that kind of thing
but i sat and stared at blank_ink_lines
for too long
and all the words are gone.
his soft voice fill my ears
and empty my head of my words
i guess ive written you many letters of how i was
you can read between the lines of every line ive ever written
every line ive ever painted
every line ive ever drawn
every lie ive ever constructed
read between the lies
i am fascinated by lies
which is odd
because i dont really lie much, anymore
only to amuse myself
and confuse the onions around me.
cut us, dont we bleed?
she screamed at me
red face filling my vision
blue vein in her forhead pulsing
in time with my terror
its time
time you learned of what we have to tell you.
we lie
we have lied to you
if truth is subjective anyway
then i guess lies are too
two lies, for the price of one
and guarenteed free from government
everything i say is a stupid lie
another girl, another screaming
streaming in my head
im not dreaming, anymore
i dont dream
i jsut know
how do you know
who do you know
i dont know that, anymore
its all tattering away
altered books
altered lives
altered lies and thou
lies
damn lies
out, damn lies
sit in the corridor and think over what you've done
but i couldnt remember what id done
so instead im constructing lies out of the truth
trying to find the truth
in this riverbank of nothing
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