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rage she was the only thing keeping me sane.
i can see her walking away through the brightly coloured leaves raining down around me
torn from their branches by that cold, cold wind and smoke
they shatter on the ground like they were blown from glass
i'm trapped, surrounded by these fragmants of last hope and i can't follow her
i can't follow her
060913
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rage At some point everyone has to take thier own raw path. i've never been very good at that. i guess its all about getting perspective. 061219
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Ouroboros he might think, his
heart unmended, questions
unanswered. But i am gone and
far away, living in a way I
never could with him. And I
am no longer speaking to
him. And I have asked him to no
longer email me. And with this,
with these things, I am free.
061220