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girl_jane
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Please don't step on me...
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silentbob
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the perma smiles
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alkaline trio?
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I'm not tiiiired of getting stupid overrr youuuu
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pralines&cream
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I guess it's what I'm doing ...
there are probably other words for it ... like throwing caution to the wind, or taking risks.
But getting stupid over you seems to fit, too.
Here's hoping my stupidity doesn't affect my heart.
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Torch
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never again
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jessicafletcher
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is a mistake i'll never regret.
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krimilda
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because of a smile or because you sent a kiss... every time is like starting over just to see it all come down again... getting even more stupid... would you act stupidly like me one day?
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niska
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HA HAHA HA!
I'm getting stupid over you. So fucking stupid. I certainly hope it just fades away soon.
I'm usually pretty un-stupid, and I just want my thoughts back. e!
getting stupid feels so good, but it's so STOOID!
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niska
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oops, i mean STOOPID. For got the p there. see? see how stupid you make me?
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krimilda
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getting stupid... getting drunk and getting even more stupid
don't want to hide away now, but i'll guess i'll have to because stupid does as stupid says and i've given myself away now and it's breaking my heart
how much heart ache can one take? maybe stupid hearts don't care... just smile
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*silent screams
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maybe I'm just overreacting, i don't know. But it seems to me that I have two choices...the only problem is I don't want to choose either one of them for fear of what may come next. It sucks when bad consequences surround the only two decisions that you have left.
I never wanted to feel this way in the first place.
I never wanted to be put in a position where I gave up part of myself to someone.
Even though i find even my own emotions hard to control, and even though I don't know how i feel most of the time, I never wanted someone to have the power to make me happy, or make me feel like shit, which ever they so choose.
I hate the fact that you have so much control over my emotions and I no longer have any.
I get all stupid over you and the emotional control I never wanted anyone other than myself to have.
I don't know why I even let myself fall into this position.
I feel so trapped, so unfree.
I thought I had my lief planned out, then you come along and change everything I've always been so sure of.
Honestly, it sucks.
But would I really of wanted it to be any other way?
With anyone else?
I guess I really don't know how to feel right now.
I could tell you a million things...and most likely regret every single one of them. Yet I don't...I sit there and keep my mouth shut...letting my mind wander to the depths of no return...where everything is just numb from being pushed so deep inside and bottled up for so long.
Your releasing emotions that I'm not sure I want to feel, but would I change it?
Maybe I aleady know the answer to that question, yet close my eyes to it because I'm too scared of something so powerful.
I wouldn't be scared right now if it wasn't for...
I don't even have to say it
I trust u with almost everything in me...yet u don't quite have all my trust... and u want me to give u a reason why?
I already know your going to read this sooner of later...
just know that this isn't even the beginning
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Syrope
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maybe i should just stop coming to blather with the intention of posting. i always see exactly how i feel somewhere else on the page.
thanks for saving me the keystrokes, *silent screams
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