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gull i'm waiting for you.
i'm missing you.
i'm shouting at you.
i'm thinking of you.
i'm aching for you.
i'm reassuring you.
i'm laughing at you.
i'm cursing you.
i'm smiling thanks to you.
i'm too late for you.
i'm sending vibes to you.
i'm fighting for you.
i'm killing you.
i'm stammering for you.
i'm writing to you.
i'm searching for you.
i'm passing through you.
i'm analysing you.
i'm bleeding for you.
i'm blathering for you.

look. i'm blathering for you.
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yummychuckle I smile a twisted smile
and stick out my arm like a little girl
play with my hair with the other hand
and giggle.
4 red slashes in my arm for you.
I know they aren't much, but they will do.
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gull i'm missing you. 020430
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gull i'm blathering like a fool for you
and you probably don't even know it.
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oldschool yes ino it. unsurprizingly u do it much better than i can myself. mucho gracias, my pretty little bird 020520
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caxton You took away my words, and closed them in a jar.
You kept them on your desk, you locked some in your car.

I wanted you to marry me, and you wanted the same.
But then, you thought I used you, you thought it was my game.

I took my things and fled, out of your life for good.
But then one month I came crawling back, I never thought I would.

She came between us, and I wanted you back.
I treated you like crap, and you gave it all back....twice as hard...

Sorry doesn't work with you,
and you won't let me show it.
So now......so now I know it.
You're worthless......and I hate it...for you
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... thank you 040630