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these_words_i_write_keep_me_from_total_madness
[RISC] something, anything
noise lift dodge hide
switch light off
can't find, can't reach
stop pulling me

can't

tries harder
open wound poke
dreams are salty dead
drown in un-cried anguish
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sabbie teetering and wobbly
dizzingly close

some days
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. . 050712
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl sometimes i wonder if they don't drag me further in. 050713
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thieums ...But it's only a matter of time... 050725
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Doar brainflush 050726
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spilt_milk 'cause i'm all alone and more than a little lost 050726
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misstree venting the tea kettle
oozing the abcess
howling in rhythym and sorrow
and yawping to be sure that i'm still alive
in some way
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