sometimes_i_just
Mahayana: Zakah:
...
wanna
+
embrace
some
woman
/ whichever womanly
individual
/
in
my
arms
&
cuddle
all
hours
of
darkness
+
sense
that
euphoric
awareness
/
of
hearing
an
important
person
/
which
is
any
person
/
pronounce
they
feel
affection
for
me
+
believe
that
it
may
perhaps
be
proper
this
time
+
call
a
name
/
anyone
/
even
if
i
have
not
been
acquainted
with
them
&
pay
attention
to
them
conversating/
about
anything
/
everything
/
but
esp
.
about
them
selves
+befall
onto
the
absolute
contradictory
of
who
i
am
&
always
have
been
&
collapse
into
the
ways
of
an
entirety
played
out
player
/ experiencing
one
love
after
another
/
just
to
relentlessly
feel
appreciated/
desired
/
sought
after
+
wish
they
had
1
-900
numbers
where
inhabitants
pretended
to
adore
you
&
it
felt
real
&
id
sense
a
certain
importance
&
connection
towards
someone
/
anyone
/
once
again
[
sometimes
/
i
comprehend
just
eXactly
who
i
am
/ &
its
complete
abhorrence]
011229
...
kerry
...
wanna
scream
011229
...
ClairE
gotta
laugh
011229
...
Aaron
want
to
scream
..
and
rip
my
hair
out
..
and
curl
up
into
a
little
ball
..
and
just
cry
...
but
i
have
no
tangeable
reason
...
just
the
torment
in
my
mind
...
011229
...
squint
am
.
020714
...
Syrope
sometimes_i_just
want
to
throw
this
whole
thing
out
there
.
i
want
to
say
"
so
is
it
a
bad
idea
for
me
to
pursue
you
?
i'm
almost
20
...that
sounds
better
for
you
than
19
"
and
watch
the
surprise
in
your
eyes
,
because
you
clearly
have
no
idea
.
don't
cross
the
room
to
talk
to
me
and
stop
waiting
on
me
after
class
if
you
don't
want
any
part
in
this
.
you've
got
to
take
some
responsibility
for
your
actions
, mister.
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