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i just did something really hard
and i saw it all come crumbling down
the pretense came away from the wall too
so what exactly are we fighting for?
it's left me weak and shaky
and i'm sure you have something to say about it
it's just the way i felt
i never wanted to say it
i hold on to the past like it's gold eggs
but this one's cracked now and there's nothing inside
i'm so sad
and you'll all say it's my own fault
but i had to do it
now we go through the blaming and the screaming, but i don't have the energy
i know i've done the right thing, stood up for what i believe in
but i'm not trying to convince anyone else in the truth of my convictions, they're just true for me
i don't want to hurt them
ergh this shit. these false traditions you embrae that seem to contradict so much of what you believe anyway
i'm only using this as an excuse for chanelling my anger
and my anger really isn't justified
i wish i could travel back in time and change the way things happened...
it's so sad
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