blather
uneven_relationships
me you know, where one person cares and the other person doesn't?
yeah, those suck.
041216
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pSyche I kept on giving.
He kept on taking.
And every day he became more full, I only became more empty.
Just another hollow shell to be thrown away.
041216
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Piso Mojado i know that one very well pSyche (you summed it up nicely, thank you) 041216
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a thimble in time I lost and I'm miserable. 041217
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unhinged quote_of_the_day

'you make it so easy to be usable'

and when they're uneven in my favor i have no idea how to handle myself
041217
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sirflaccid "You're not in love with me. You're just in love." 051202
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IGG . 051202
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anne-girl yeah
.
051202
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phil the_boston_strangler 051202
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pete stars trace their fingers along her face as he slumps, grace forgotten.

they have different dreams, they are from different worlds, uneven in almost every way. in luck they're peers.
051202
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Freak Yesterday I called him a toy.

He got upset.

Today he gave some wine and spoke to my daughter in french......he told her that her mother was beautiful and interesting.
051205
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dries&hardens beg for the impossible--
reciprocation

but who could directly match that kind of love at that same time

what're the chances of a simultaneous moment of impact?

slight
so slight, in fact, that i've always been told
"it's better to be with someone who loves you than to be with someone you love"

i don't want to be asking too much
but i'd like to have an even distribution of both
an even relationship if ever one could exist
060715
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Ouroboros I wasn't smart enough for you. I wasn't Jewish enough for you. I didn't believe and trust in us enough for us to work. 070403
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sameolme Too bad that the one who loves less
has all the power.
070404
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unhinged i remember your_voice saying that quote_of_the_day above; blather_synchroncity (sp?)


but now
i think that's just the way
most relationships are
uneven
about one thing or another
not the fault of either
just the way things are


nine times out of ten
our hearts just get dissolved
one time out of ten
it's perfect for us all
modest_mouse
070404
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Theycall me Truth i will always be the one giving more, my ideals are too, my heart too willing. I am destined for destruction 070404
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They call me Truth my ideals are too high 070404
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Ouroboros I cannot BELIEVE he stayed in such a miserable, self-deprecating relationship with me for so long. 070427
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Ouroboros and i cannot believe i stayed in a relationship for so long with someone who i didnt love and who irritated so much 070521
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pSyche I am very sorry
to be the Taker this time
I am very sorry
that I will be going soon
Like a stray animal
That eats and leaves.
080710
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unhinged still
i can hear your_voice saying that
but that was back when i heard
your_voice more regularly

i miss you
you
one of the few
that i feel hasn't used me
like all the others
dramatic_irony
the last time i saw you
i wanted you to just grab me
to erase all the badness from my memory
but_still
your_hands grabbing mine
were just_what_i_needed at the time

i tried to rehearse it in my mind
grabbing your face
your_lips pressed to mine
and when it came down to it
i wasn't ready
i couldn't do it
that last hug at the airport
your arms wrapped around
pulled me in
i didn't want to let_go
i sat at the gate and cried
for what i couldn't do
show you how much i love you


none of these words sound right
that i could finally be the one to take
you
always happen to be
just_what_i_needed
080710
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unhinged the_friend_fallacy 140807