blather
hunger_4_knowledge_n_reality
h|s|g I feel disgusting. I don't want to be ignorant anymore. I don't want to read meaningless_shit only to waste time or be mis or disinformed. At the same time I'm not sure I can cope with becoming fully_awake yet. I feel a responsibility to awake and act accordingly. First I would have to have a balanced view of the world, myself, where we need lto go or have to do. Then maybe I can make an informed choice on how to live.

Please insert_guidance_here

books_breaths_and_sweat

may I have a more well_rounded view of the world?, ., !. Please

Sometimes knowledge begins not so much with additional info but with a great_undoing of delusion and illusion.
110104