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why_can't_we_drink_forever
i just want to start this over. just like he says in the song,
i can hear you asking it right now.

that thunderous voice of yours, just like his,
pounding in my ears
right now.

but you are not here.

you're never Really here.

it's just like he says,
i will only complicate you.

if i could have those hours back, though,
i'd squeeze them fucking tight.
i'd squeeze the life out of them like you squeezed the life out of yourself

you merely breathe now.
don't you fucking know? breathing isn't enough for somebody like you

and you know, the way your goals have become forgotten doors
makes me so sad,

like swallowing fire is no big deal.

just forget it?
it won't go away.
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the patient i am just a worthless liar
i am just an imbecile
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phil I will find the center in you 030202
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maynard i will chew it up and leave 030203
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Elzbieta I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down 030203
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no reason mother mary won't you whisper
something but the past and done
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the patient why
can't we
not be sober?
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Insat ... you can. But your forever might not be that long. 030204
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HairThief but, by god, you'd have an excellent time 030204
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phil I just want to start this over. 030204
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making every promise empty jesus won't you FUCKING WHISTLE 030205
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Jebus Whistles..
But i'm curious how did you recognise me without my sandals.
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