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| anne-girl |
i feel sometimes like love and such should be reserved for only the beautiful people those who dance along the coast, or write gorgeous poetry and i sully it when i cry over yet another boy that it's somehow dishonest to act all tough, trading equations, algorithms, playing calculus games with "the guys" to be androgynous, insisting i don't care that i got mistaken for a guy for the fifth time this week and yet still live for a smile, a fragment of attention, from the "him" of the moment and that because i'm ugly, and such, it's somehow sacriligeous to care for this boy who is clearly the embodiment of perfection when clearly he likes the other girl, and they look so good together, and they are beautiful just sometimes |
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