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something_just_feels_different_this_time
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but it sure feels like it. fucking damn
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but when will I realize that that might not mean
a fucking thing
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030128
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sixteen
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Its creepy, almost.
I could be sharing my body right now and I don't even know...for sure...
oh todaytodaytoday. 4 hours to 10 hours from now, I will know.
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030721
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ashmanzhou
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something feels
others hunger
something lives
others cry
we doth not know
why we doth travel
this path this life
but assuredly we differ
in our conduct
something feels you feel
something i see
i am no augur
i see no truth
supposition only
i see myself mirrored in mine own eyes
and suppose
why doth he fly unprovoked
when in mine own word he doth speak to me
why doth you anger
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niska
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it does.
it is.
i can feel it.
i know...
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030722
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delial
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this time,
you came looking for ME
this time you were disappointed
this time, i was the one walking ahead
while you ran after me
and i don't know how i feel about that
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030722
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lovely attraction
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something just feel different today. . .
because you are the one who is sad
you are the one who is doubting
you are the one who is needy
you are the one who is begging
yet you left me here alone.
now what am i suppose to think of that?
you are off on your own,
having your own fun
yet you say i am neglecting you?
you are worried of me falling away from you?
that there will actually be something in my life that deserves as much as attention as you do?!
my god, how selfish.
i hate to burst your bubble,
but i am not your possession
and YOU are not my top priority.
actually, i doubt you even make the cut for top 5.
not when you act like this, at least.
you rocked my world
and i loved it.
you held me
and i loved you.
you were strong
and i needed you to be.
but now that i can be strong on my own
i realize that you needed my weakness
and that just makes me sick.
yes, i think it would be fair to say that something just feels different this time.
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starboy
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i woke up this morning, and i noticed something different. i couldn't quite place my finger on it, because it was something i didn't understand. i didn't know whether to cry or applaud. i didn't know what had happened exactly, only that things were no longer the same.
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rhin
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actually it doesn't. it still feels like the same old shit to me. my existence has fallen into the 'endless-boring cycle' category. and i'm not here because i'm blaming what life has dealt me. i'm here because i allowed myself to fall into this decaying routine. i suck. i need something different. a change. a new city. a new life. a new me. yeah, right.
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