blather
self_flagellation
lovekilledlove thinking of you.
and the distance between us
and the rain falling softly,
perpetually
breaking my heart.
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.flowerock maybe depression is

anxiety

procrastination

over_eating

under_eating

over_sleeping

holding_back

it could all just look like laziness, lazy is self_harm

how do I come_alive? am_I_dead?
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