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jane
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i thought i was impervious to you, to your words and lack of them. but today, the tiny poking, the refusal to back off, the shitty commentary. i don't know. it was just enough. i miss the you who loved me unconditionally. the only person who was there for me no_matter_what. after sam died, you started backing away from me, and after dale died you became a ghost of your former self. it's been years since then, and i can only assume this may be your final form, which is a goddamn tragedy. we'll remember you as you were: talented, polite, knowledgeable. i can only try to forget the cracks in my aorta from when you chipped away.
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