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embarrassed to run into him each week i am in school. i was actually able to make eye contact with him today, and he looked away and down. his lack of concern compiled with the distance of time leaves only uneasiness. the shame programming flares up, and i short it with this reminder: i am not regretful of my actions- not interning at his site in the fall was one of the best decisions i have made. but i can't explain that to him, how proud i am of myself, only sad that there is noncommunication between myself and this teacher who is, clearly on a similar path as me. silence is heavy, regret is palpable.
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