blather
easier_to_deal_with
unhinged as relentless as you are
as much as i hate being alone

it was just easier
to answer the phone



( walking_away from you
is one of the hardest things
i have ever done
so could you do me a favor
and let_me_go ?)
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lostgirl recently i was told that the process of letting go of someone you love should be treated like a death...

i'm not certain i agree.
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unhinged letting_go of this one has definitely been a death for me


but death often implies rebirth



i have grown immensely in the face of this
walking_away
between my shambhala training
and this relationship
the past two years of my life
have been revelatory


next time
i need to make the right choices
not the easier ones
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