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friends. i thought i had made friends with the girls across the hall. i mean like long term friendships. perhaps i was jumping the gun, it was just wishful thinking, what have you. so when we were at a show tonight, at intermission i said: "so, where are you guys living next year?"
"hopefully palladium or u-hall."
"am i going to live with you guys or what?"
"oh....umm..."
"what?"
"well we asked both you and danielle, and you didn't seem as into it."
i thought it was assumed. the math worked out perfectly: they have a fourth roommate they all hated; i live alone. i didn't even know they were that good of friends with danielle. the truth hurts, man. it's not even the actual situation, its the principle of the thing, that they told me when i asked instead of asking me about it earlier.
i feel like everything i have constructed here is blowing up in a domino effect, like buildings next to each other. i dont want to think anymore.
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