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never_how_i_said
squint it was never how I said I'd feel
or how I imagined his fingers on my face.
i did not see lacy pink hearts
and it was not so ethereal

it was not so ethereal as I said it would be.
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stork daddy are you who you seem? it's hard to tell in this light, i almost have to squint. In this light, you really must be closer, or look a little harder, things just aren't what they seem, and by the time you know them it's already too late. They're upon you. Which isn't always a bad thing. Just a little closer, it's coming into shady focus. 020502