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* No need to focus on unnessicary things. Character flaws? What character flaws? they only exist if I think they do. The trick is finding out how you can tune the negative out and exist on the positive side of life. 060809
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* And yet my "flaws" bind me here. They help make me, me.I suppose they're a great part of who I am - But who am I anyway? Why can't I define myself by what I want? Maybe I don't really want to be what I want...Maybe I don't want that at all. Maybe deep down I feel as though this is who I should be.



But I want to go deeper still. I want to experiece life in the best way but I can't change my views on some things...I can't change my character even if it would let me enjoy life more. Because that's how I logically see it...But someone else could just as logically see something else.
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