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you_cant_lie_to_yourself_anymore
sab when you have someone who knows you better than you do

because they see through that shit
and therefore, you do too


the saftey net is gone
and now i have to face the ugliness

i have someone to hold my hand

but i have to do it alone.



[thanks to the use of hallocongenic drugs, i see right through you]

damn me
for befriending
such all-seeing bastards such as these
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happyslave Come on you guys, just e-mail me or talk to me or something please. It's not fair I feel like I'm stuck between reality and insanity. 040910
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unhinged that's what he said when he was trying to be sober
but somehow
he turned right back to it
i guess he regained
the ability
to lie to himself
somehow
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