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i feel i have to come here, to this web site to somehow find what is missing inside of me or to stop feeling so sick. What a stupid fucking idiot thing to do or think.
oh website please make my life better not worse.
coping with some fluctuating depression is total misery.
its so dark, i need to wear my luminous leg warmers more often.
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hang in there fuffle
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oh waiter....waiter....can you get me an entre of sarcasm please?
Thank you.
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oh... waiter waiter.... please can you bring me a sick bowl?
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but i'd rather ride on this rollercoaster
than the plateau of zoloft
that's how someone described antidepressants to me once; like cutting the dips out of the peaks and valleys. but not only of the bad, but also the good. so, if that means i have to feel like shit to even have the chance of feeling good, i guess i'll take it. emotions are pain and that's no secret.
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and if all of us assholes around here make you feel better somehow that's not a bad thing is it?
(maybe i'm getting old, but i'll take it where i can get it)
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to lose your pain
is to almost literally have a
piece of yourself severed off
without it- to be happy-
is to be without *you*
it is perhaps the most cherished
ingredient
the thing which makes you different, unique, passionate
ironically, worthwhile in feelings of worthlessness
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is that really you sheryl?
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no man, it's not that "i could have" is good enough for me. it's that "i did" isn't either.
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when darkness falls
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seven cities, one beautiful girl. there is only one you in the world and i don't want to look for anyone else. i am happy when i think of you - it's like i'm with you. it also brings me sadness to know that i can't hug you, or kiss you, right now.
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It's All Part
Of The
Rhythm Of Blues
Ever Changing
Never Changing
The Song
Plays On
Peace in Passing
Slow and Long
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