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heartfelt
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and I am dropping the superego.
and Marita has not found me. (S)he probably never knew to look.
I like you,
This place.
I will keep being here.
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in a silent way
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in a year. it's strange. i feel like i'm waiting for this monumental thing looming in the near-distance, and it's not quite in focus yet, but i can make out the rough outlines. and i dread it on some level. but at the same time, i know it's nothing i haven't already seen before, and when it gets here, it will be completely anticlimactic. it's only a new number. all of this psychological residue attached to it is a mirage. shine a light and it disappears.
where the hell did i leave my flashlight?
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unhinged
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a number doesn't bring you wisdom
there is no magic switch in the universe
or a
'hey she's 30 now, give her something good' button
i thought maybe that too would happen to me
that it was a magic number
like midnight for cinderella
there is no magic in the world
but the choices we make
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u24
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me too.
Feels good. But also a stupid sense of time. It's not some ominous monolith standing testament to my impending demise or anything. It's just becoming aware of the tick of a clock that was always there.
Suddenly it's in your horizon of consciousness.
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Death of a Rose
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And I am 44.
older than what a lot of men feel now.
starting to see life on the down slide.
but knowing all of the years that have been slipped between old mans hands
are meant to be believed or not.
that is a youth forgetfullness.
don't look at us ole ones with an irrelevant glance.
we just might have some wisdom to save you from yourself.
again...i'm turning 44
and i'm still the doar.
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me
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ankle bitter!
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me
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biter
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u24
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next year I'll be 40 and that tick I spoke of above has gotten real loud lately
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daf
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Wait until 50, brother. It gets deafening.. and everyone looks at you like you're a lunatic for timing your life to it.
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thorn
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I’m 30 now, 31 in january. Haven’t been here in years. It makes my heart happy to see this place is still here.
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daf
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It's a happy thing to see you return.
We still get to say what we like, thanks to Dallas. Welcome back!
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thorn
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thanks daf, glad you’re still around here too. Dallas has truly given us all a gift.
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daf
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Good times.
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