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as_if light could get brighter. my_dreams had a lo t ough explaining to do. Beyond the ego's wish to die, I had courage to live forever. In this I saw that loVe IS endless energy, that soMEhowithintellect happiness found a way to become continuously_awake, that somehow the only way out_of_fear was ThRoUgh kindness, th a t he core o fear was a reluctance to make_an_effort foreign_identity outside myself. When I saw my true face, I saw it could not die. Had to give up all; I would cling but not forever. It's that point of total_obliteration the way_of_no_way I may forge y e_t i'me bound to remember. |
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