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femme i think that i realize it now, being 12:10, i am in love with someone who doesn't know me. well enough i guess. i feel pathetic at best. is it supposed to be like this? this is the first time i have had a friend like you. male. attractive. nice. i don't even know why you know me. i don't remember how we met. i know we had english last year. together. you are so wonderful. i don't know why you are still single. i want you to know. i hate the person that i am around you. i shut up. and act uninterested. please believe i am not. i am so scared of what you'll think. i feel i've got too much to lose, but i don't even have anything...yet, maybe? we are either both to shy to say how we feel, or else you don't feel the same way about me. i hope your shy. i hate myself at midnight. without you. i will have to get used to that. 030414