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blueberries_for_you thinking of you.
twelve days this side of pregnant, wanting our child, then realizing that frustrating inadequacy is a factor.
until your acceptance becomes the faith i need to believe myself a father.

it was underneath the mexican moonlight we removed our clothes piece by piece. i watched our shadows, two become one, moving upon the fallen jacaranda flowers, some that become tangled in your hair.

i found them still a day later.
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