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about: earth_signs.
i might have an intense emotion. as part of my motion and my thoughts on my emotion, i get a FUCK THAT emotion next. and then it's like ok, quit exercising, (this ain't kosher OR groovy), hold the moral background of the thought sequence, pay_it_forward and hope for the best in the universe. the original thought can be personal or impersonal. i suppose this is an example of tonglen, but really it kind of worries me, kind of like the childhood playground antics... somebody's bound to get hurt. and it's likely to be me (though not exclusively) because i seem to ask for pay-backs if i deserve them. and golly gee it was only that i trying to get some exercise...
i think i should keep at it, though, through this pluto_sq_pluto thing, because if nothing else, it's an attempt to do the right thing, and who needs to drive themselves crazy with overly intensive emotions while doing the wrong thing? i guess i'm pretty grateful that i can rely on a Pluto in Capricorn these days, even if it does get one a little lonely!!!!
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