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this_is_why_i_insult_you
anne-girl i'm just kidding
((bastard))
just, you know, stay away from me, ok?
i don't want to fall in love with you
((idiot))
shut up
go away
smack

giggle

have to keep my distance
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witchesrequiem b/c u deserve it....
and I LOVE YOU...
eye for an eye....not a biblical thing really...
I may be bad at math but you tear one for at least 40 of mine you cause...
and u knowing u upset me is an insult to you..
however not crying is an insult as well....

huhhh....And I will have his child...

I forget to forget,
nothing is important!
Holding back the fool card again...
it's in my sleeve..
I knew my lost
even before I knew to speak.

FUCK IT!
050128
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once again irrationality is a boon of the socially inept. I can sit here and look into your deep blue eyes... you think that sounds cheesy perhaps, as if I am only saying his eyes are beautiful, because I like him... you are wrong... his eyes are beautiful, because they are his as only a persons eyes can ever be their own... plus I do not like him as much as all that...

But here I am staring at his eyes... and he does not look away... and he does not question... I know that in a few moments I will open my mouth and say something which I may not regret, but will certainly be sorry for. And it is only that look that flickers through your blue eyes... shock and pain... that gives me any notion that I have messed up.

I know that words are precious and that you also are... and these words I often fling at you with no apparent reason... are not because I despise you... I am not against the sonnet that your life creates against this harsh reality... It could be because I have no concept of the way in which we interact... it is inconeivable to me that my words could ever have an effect on you... you must be above all that... too far away to hear me, even as you hold me in your arms...

For I do not like you as much as all that.
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