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hiding under a rock teenage angst follows

i have this terrible crush on this guy with the following charasterics:
a. does not like (1) me
b. i do not like (2) him
c. he's actually the only person i have seriously disliked in years - arrogant, blah, blah
d. brilliant
e. mildly enjoys talking to me, for some unknown reason

the last time i saw him, i froze, became highly stressed and hyper - seethingly angry and nerovus, hoping he'd talk to me and that he wouldn't
(he casually insulted my hair and moved along)

i keep on seeing people in the halls who i think are him and getting nervous, then realizing they're not and wishing they were

help?
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me carry a picture of him inside your shoe for 3 days, at this point he'll be your slave. 050901
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curled up under a rock peering out (i want to see him so badly)
(feel so ... desperate, depressed, looking for him everywhere)
(but our paths are separate)
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