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AeonFlummox i am the child
i have grown black
i am the one you stabbed in the back
i heard your lies
i felt no truth
i am the man who no longer cries
you are the ones who severed my youth
i am the child
i have grown black
i am the one you stabbed in the back
hear my screams
look in my eyes
for therein is I
the child who kills and hides his own dreams
feel the wrath of your machine
i am the story of which they wrote
thw growth of people who only used me as a remote
i am the child
i have grown black
i am the one you stabbed in the back
i am the evil deep in your heart
i am the knife that will rip you apart
you are the memory from within -
the dream i do not miss
my mind has washed clean, to live in happiness
love
dreams
life
050612
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Isaou I'm sorry once again
[seems I'm always saying sorry]
But I'm leaving for a few days
[I'll be back, please don't worry]
I want nothing to do with reality or life
[it's getting harder to breathe]
But I'm only able to go for a few days
[for a few days]
Blocking you out
Blocking you all out
Blocking everything except the shallow sounds of my breathe
[don't know if i can block you out]
So yeah
I'm going away
Be back some day soon...
070614
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whisper go to beauty then, find a stream, close your eyes and listen to it. 070615
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Isaou I couldn't find beauty 071001