blather
settled
unhinged i don't shake like i used to
i don't trust like i used to
i don't love like i used to
i don't drink like i used to
i don't smoke like i used to
i don't eat like i used to
i don't sleep like i used to
i don't cry like i used to
i don't move like i used to



part of the new me, reinventing_myself , wants to strut back into my old life, and reveal just how better off i am without them, it.
081211
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unhinged (the other part of the new me knows its better to leave the past in the past) 081211