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seriously
i've been attacked, or at least felt attacked, by all angles of my life lately and now i'm getting shit flung at me here by seeming newbies (as much as i hate the word)
obviously i'm still not good at the non_response
but really? i'm self_centered ? that's a good fucking joke. easy to judge people you only know as words on the internet huh?
second off, i am rather self_centered these days because giving a shit about ignorant selfish people has left me currently mortally_wounded.
i am buddhist. it is my spiritual goal to be the exact opposite of self_centered as much as possible. but i guess i could see how with lack of consideration, the words i've been writing here lately might come off as self_centered. i am not enlightened; i focus my energies on the wrong people and it bites me in the ass time and time again. i am focused on my own suffering right now. most people are; i try to consider the suffering of others as much as i can. which is why i've been caught in a stupid toxic relationship for almost nine months.
as the buddha once said 'you are your only protector'
as jesus once said 'do unto others as you would have them do unto you'
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