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sick_again
daxle i don't care so much about being sick as i do having no one to take care of me 040920
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cntstnd I'll resonate that sentiment. 040920
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no reason i see all these things happening in other people's lives and i want things to happen in my life but i feel so sick for a large portion of my life that it's hard

how can i commit to anything, or how/why would anyone commit to me, if i'm only really "myself" for half my life?

frustration supreme.
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no reason i'm even boring myself with talking about it so much 110318