blather
writer's_regret
a thimble in time Sometimes I read something I've written a while back, and I think it's terrific, but then there are all these other times when I'm thinking: trash, trash, trash. 031122
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Death of a Rose i think we all have those moments.

kill them quickly!
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jane i_want_to_remove_my_blathers
to the blather_dustbin
filled with blather_dust
in blather_space
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ClairE I will never put you into words. 031219
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misstree the only thing i could really regret
were a few instances of poems given
that were, shall we say,
not recieved as i'd hoped.

one subject just came back into town,
and i think is avoiding the club so that
he doesn't have to look at me
and be embarassed for me.

he doesn't realize that
he was just the first thing i siezed upon
when i was back into the world, and
i used him to pour out passionate words
and then moved on indifferently.
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misstree see jezabel and many of her words. most were about him. dumb russian. 031219