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CheapVodka I needed to write and that's the title that popped into my head ...

Here it goes:

I don't know where you are
What'z wrong
What'z going on
I don't know
Why I'm still trying
Trying to spit out wordz
Wordz that mean something
To me
To you
To anyone that would just listen
And I don't see you
And you're not here
And I can't make it go any further
I don't wanna hear it anymore
I'm afraid
So I draw those linez
On my skin
Where your handz should be
I'm afraid
I'm just afraid
11 years old forever
And I talk like a little girl
So I'm
Like a child
And you'll feel it
The innocence in my voice
And it makes you love me
Because how can you hate a child
A child that talkz about sex
A child that smiles like she doesn't know
Like she doesn't know what'z really going on
A child that easily scares
So I'm
Like a child
And you love me
Love me because it'z hard to believe
Believe that such a sweet little girl
Can be so terrible
So evil
So afraid

Ick
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