blather
hopelessly_endlessly
in a silent way she drew four stars on her shoulder
green
yellow
orange
and blue
then more appeared around her
massaging the air
like velvet gloves
her face they left alone
for to mark that flesh
would be in such poor taste
that the air itself would intervene
and destroy all impure things
that wished to harm her
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FA113N This is as hopeless as it is endless.

I love her,
And it feels like I have loved her
My entire life,
It feels as though she was there,
Waiting for me,
Hiding in the last place
I would ever think to look.
My soul loved her before we met,
And now, it reaches out for her...

But this is hopeless,
It is fucking_ridiculous,
I am an addict,
A supplicant,
Stalker girl,
Fool...
Clinging to driftwood
In a storm.
It is hopeless,
I am without hope,
Except here,
Except in poetry,
Where I allow myself to feel
All she will never know
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unhinged tirelessly 130130
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in a silent way tired_of_being_tired. 130201