| old_skool_2things | ||
| AeonFlummox |
need to say two things. i am sorry & thank you. I will explain why. Sorry. For not being around more and not being a better closer friend, for not explaining earlier how good of a friend I've thought of you as. Thank you. For being who you have been, (and take due note none of this is as limpid as it may sound/seem), my demurral when I've felt severed at the neck, a relief. for as long as I care to recall I've hated alot of things, been depressed beyond my own belief and you've been someone who makes me forget. You are one of the few people i didn't grow up with, that i could give two fucks to ever see again and who I've actually missed. the only thing I can think at this moment to say for not being around is that, it isn't that from not liking you, its from giving a care too much about you and not wanting to spread my misery. So, I just wanted wanted to say thanks for at least not shrugging me off and... sorry. |
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