predatory_leanings
birdmad
the
urge
to
chase
and
maul
the
chicken
in
the
churchyard
along
my
path
as
i
walked
to
work
this
morning
was
quite
strong
and
took
some
force
of
will
not
to
act
upon
the
urge
had
very
little
origin
in
the
specific
locale (
the
churchyard),
but
in
the
incongruity
of
a
loose
chicken
roaming
about
in
anotherwies
less
than
pastoral
general
setting
(
an
industrial
neighborhood
full
of
car
-yards
and
machine
shops)
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...
unhinged
squirrels
they
make
me
want
to
chase
them
and
smash
their
heads
in
with
rocks
;
especially
the
ones
in
my
backyard.
they
are
territorial
little
assholes
that
chuck
things
out
of
trees
at
anything
that
comes
too
close
including
dogs
and
human
beings.
i
laugh
when
they
fall
out
of
the
thinner
trees
in
the
little
copse (
is
that
even
a
word
?)
of
woods
back
there
.
the
grey
ones
are
mean
little
assholes
i've
found
.
they
used
to
use
the
over
-sized
flower
pots
on
our
deck
as
stash
pots
and
as
a
convienient
excuse
to
torture
the
hell
out
of
my
cat
.
they
would
sit
within
three
inches
of
the
sliding
door
on
their
back
haunches
sometimes
eating
,
sometimes
not
,
as
if
they
were
pointing
and
laughing
as
my
poor
cat
threw
herself
against
the
glass
in
a
frenzy
to
get
at
them
.
grey
squirrels
seem
to
be
a
little
smarter
than
the
red
or
black
ones
.
damn
squirrels
.
i
want
to
bash
their
little
heads
in
with
rocks
.
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...
misstree
i
grin
the
widest
when
it's
stained
crimson
.
i
take
life
to
feel
alive
.
i
live
in
the
void
in
chest
left
by
rending
claws
.
and
i
devour
it
all
,
good
and
bad
.
and
it
destroys
me
.
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