the_consequence_of_actually_feeling
vichy
there
she
is
,
a
woodpecker
without
wings
living
a
miserable
existence
inside
a
glass
jar
,
jagged
holes
in
the
lid
above
her
made
from
dog
paws
holding
a
swiss
army
knife
.
openings
in
a
concrete
sky
screwed
down
tight
.
he
gives
her
the
hard
crusts
of
talonica
bread
.
she
doesn't
eat
.
he
sets
a
bowl
of
water
inside
that
is
usually
used
for
watercolour
painting
.
she
knocks
it
over
with
her
unbalanced
feet
.
she
has
pain
where
her
wings
once
were
.
she
blinks
her
eyes
and
it
never
goes
away
.
020806
...
dB
It's
a
day
for
cool
writing
it
seems
.
"
Death
makes
angels
of
us
all
and
gives
us
wings
where
we
once
had
ravens
claws
".
nice
020806
...
girl_jane
Sometimes
I'd
rather
be
numb
-
020814
...
unhinged
vichy
,
you
are
very
close
to
my
heart
.
.....
this
consequence
,
this
scar_garden
i
hate
looking
at
you
thanks_alot
020814
...
bethany
so
many
feelings
you
dont
know
what
to
do
with
them
you
go
numb
when
you
throw
all
the
feelings
once
you
decide
to
feel
and
they
are
hit
back
and
stand
in
your
mind
like
the
600 barry bonds
hit
you
know
his
positioning
i
will
remember
his
position
on
my
feelings
detached
while
my
hear
flew
over
the
fence
onto
the
hood
of
some
poor
fools
car
who
parked
a
little
to
close
to
the
playing
feild
020814
...
jane
they
say
ignorance
is
bliss
on
the
days
i
feel
older
inside
,
i
realize
to
myself
that
knowing
all
of
this
universal
information
does
not
help
all
of
this
:
being
stuck
in
my
body
,
having
to
live
where
i
live
,
talk
to
people
on
a
surface
level
,
etc
.
maybe
ignorance
is
bliss
,
but
i
don't
think
i
could
ever
turn
back
020815
...
silentbob
my
stomach
hurts
020815
...
uow
stitches
040826
...
Syrope
i
can't
answer
until
you
ask
040827
...
Freak
I
rather
be
physically
hurt
than
emotionally
041110
