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Sonya-
I know that you are hurting right now, and I know that it is partially my fault. But I can't take your word over Logan's. I don't know you. I know him. I know that last night, while he was trying to convince me that he loves me, his heart was breaking. I know that last night what you said to me, hurt me beyond belief. I'm sorry if the fact that I am his fiancee hurts you, but I will NEVER apologize for loving him. I loved him before I met him and the fact that anyone would have the nerve to interfere with that because they had what seemed to resemble a relationship, mainly because they themselves (both parties mind you) were so starved for love and attention that they would attempt a long distance relationship with someone they never met. Did it never occur to you that he might meet someone? That he might fall in love? Who are you to interfere with that. I'm sorry but I do believe his word over yours. Mainly because, he knew what he was doing when he brought me home. He knew what he was doing when he took me ring shopping. And he knew what he was doing the first time he kissed me. You have no claim to him. I'm sorry, but you don't. From the way it sounds you are so attention starved that you're looking for love in all the wrong places. I know because I've done it. I've looked to the wrong people. Logan made me finally believe in love at first sight. He made me believe in soul mates. I can't help but feel sorry for the pain you're in, but you NEED to move on. Find someone who actually lives near you... just a thought. I understand that you feel you've been wronged. But did you honestly believe that one day, you and he would meet.. it would be magical, and you two would marry?
I know you wanted me to find out your version of "the truth", but it's not the actual truth. After he calmed me down last night, I landed my ass in the hospital with chest pains.. I have never seen him so scared... I have trouble not believing how much he loves me, when he's terrified to leave my side because he's worried I'm going to get worse. I want to openly tell you that I DO NOT appreciate your ruse to end my union with Logan. Granted he should have told me about you, and for that he is indeed regretful, but your place is not in his love life, that's my place. If you continue to slander him, I will continue to defend him... although he honestly does not need it. I will ask you once to stop... and once only... afterwards, I will not be held responsible for my consequent verbal assaults. Good Day.
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