| so_who_turned_out_the_lights | ||
| -.:.::eric::.:.- |
This grey evening... He says, with vigilance: She will love me. She loves me. He wonders about her smell. She was once mine, some fountain seemingly running forever. The world was ours for some moments, and it seemed unlimited. The next day, walking by her on the way to my favorite coffee house with her stolen chapstick in my pocket i didn't understand how different the next year would be. How i would change back and forth, her in my mind. it's hard to let go. Sometimes all you can do is run outside your open window into the rain. At least it distracts. winter was hard. Being soaked. Now i sit, some love note in my hard. Rain, water mixing in with tears. Her, a waterfall of memories in my head. |
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| so fucking lost |
so who took away the rules? so who shook my world so hard i broke? and still i cant puzzle out why all this is happening again. |
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