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squint they might wonder why my feet
are pointed towards the toilet.
or why I'm brushing my teeth
with red eyes staring critically
at the girl who claims to be me.
and they might look at my left arm
and see the scars
webbing my skin
into a blanket of disaster.
they might wonder why I would do that.
they might ask.
they might look away.
desparation is a perfectionist,
maybe I am only a host.
they might be wondering why
I'd do this in public...
and I would too
if I weren't posessed.
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silentbob are not my friends 020505
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unhinged some lady was puking in the stall next to me


i will not get sick

i will not
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no reason the same thing happened to me at school.
i left as quickly as possible, which was not nearly quick enough.
ugh.
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stork daddy used by many cleaned by few. just like cliches and me and you. 030208
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minnesota_chris Generally I don't like them, especially the "several toilets in one room" kind. I think they should be several small rooms, completely enclosed and sound proofed. 030209
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*nat* The toilets at a local police station have been stolen. Police say they have nothing to go on. 030209
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silentbob i prefer MANY stalls in one room, rather than two stalls in one room. its more of anonymous in the crowd kind of. a small bathroom is more intimate. and scary. i jsut wish more people would flush. 030209
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minnesota_chris hee hee who remembers the Lovers Toilet from Saturday Night Live? The toilet for two? 030212
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silentbob i rememebr. that was hot 030212
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mqx please!!!!

WASH_YOUR_HANDS

before and after.
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jane written on the walls are wisdom from decades of sitting, pondering.


"make out in here"
"i {heart} mikey!!"
"janeene is a whore"
061213
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orez jane is also me, but I have many pseudonyms, are you still on your boat natalie? I will come see you, regardless of if you recognize us or not. 080625