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anne-girl no
no i'm not ok
i feel like shit, actually... physically, mentally, all that shit
bloody hell
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anne-girl and then you just are
just like that
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unhinged an_unhappy_girl_today




i'm in that interminable funk again
blah
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unhinged psychological_withdrawal 051005
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unhinged or pyschological_withdrawal cause i fucked it up cause i was really tired 051005
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mous and sometimes there's nothing to be done about it. 051005
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IGG but people are fucking selfish bastards
and although they might say you can talk to them
they really can't be bothered with your shit.

they don't accept it
they bitch if you show them how you feel
because you're 'depressing them'
yet if you don't
if you hide away and stop inflicting it on them
they bitch then
on how fucking rude you're being.

you know what
sometimes you're just not ok.
sometimes i'm just not ok.
fucking accept it, and let me deal with it.
let me be on my own and stop bitching.
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angie "can we work it out? can we be a family? i promise i'll be better. daddy please dont leave"
Hes been gone for years now, i almost wish i didnt have the good memories...because they make the bad ones seem so much worse. why? why is this still bothering me? its been years? why? how can people do this? how can someone who you think loves you just act so differently? i wish he never loved me to begin with...i wish i didnt have anything to cry about today. i wish i didnt hear that stupid song at that bar. everything just rushes back. my brother, me, my mom, i wish it had ended before it began.
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walrie and when sometimes is all the time please help get help don't die 051006
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nom) sometimes you're just not 051007
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f many rivers to cross but i can't see to find my way over .... 051007