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| one wrecked angle | my one friend in this town, who i only see once every five months anyway, is leaving. i have no energy or time for anything but work. and when, like today, i walk to the park, i just see people that i probably don't want to hang out with or who wouldn't want to hang out with me. so i sit and stand and walk in silence, observing. the lists grow longer, time grows shorter, and i don't see how this ends any other way than alone on a hill. | 171126 |
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| f | Well, if those people are in a group, you're most likely much better alone. Groups of people that concur with each other, all they do is fit into a system, the don't dare change anything in the highly likely case of not being liked for it. I'm half way through rediscovering 1984 and although exaggerate, I actually think it bares some resebalance of how it really is. | 171127 |