of_all_the_shit
inferiority_complex
that
happens
,
my
ex
starts
calling
asking
for
his
ex
.
whan
i
ask
who
he
is
,
he
gives
me
a
name
one
letter
shy
of
his
real
name
.
it
may
have
taken
me
a
second
to
recognize
the
voice
i
hadn't
heard
for
years
,
but
i
did
.
blatherers
of
old
may
remember
that
i
have
been
with
this
obsession
for
some
time
now
.
i
miss
him
so
much
,
i'm
glad
i
got
to
hear
his
voice
again
.
sometimes
i
wish
i
wasn't
such
a
wuss.
010905
...
Aimee
of
all
the
shit
to
hit
the
fan
...
this
was
the
least
expected
.
010905
...
inferiority_complex
he
called
back
they'v
been
talking
i
got
accused
i
did
it
on
purpose
should
i
get
accused
though
?
i
still
miss
him
i'm
leaving
does
that
make
a
difference
?
i
hate
myself
today
i
cried
about
10
times
,
but
i
didnt
tell
anyone
i
think
they
would
force
treatment
on
me
i
feel
so
unsupported
right
now
i
need
to
be
alone
,
or
at
least
surrounded
by
sensitive
people
who
actually
take
me
seriously
i
need
to
stop
surrounding
myself
with
the
opposite
of
that
on
the
flip
side
,
i
got
my
id
today
(
lost
it
a
while
back
)
:(
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