blather
hall_of_mirrors
thy i wander
looking

left turn
right turn
dead-end
but is it?

reflections
of
reflections
of
reflections
of
a reflection
of a person.

so many
possible realities
and
i wonder.

it would seem
that the voice
would be
so different
from the echos

that the figure
would be singular
from the representations

but after many echos
and many reflections
disorientation
has taken hold
and i find myself standing

face to face?
face to mirror?
mirror to face??
mirror to mirror???

no.

i must remember my truth.
i am flesh and blood
mind and soul.

and i must remember your truth.
that so are you.

i must remember the truth.
you do exist.
as do i.

as do all the reflections.
each their own truth.
shown unto
the cones and rods.

the voices
reverberating
and vibrating
off of tiny bones.

real as real can be
true as true can be
.

real as true can be
true as real can be 		110821
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thy ok so i wrote this at about 11pm in the blather_time_zone, (blather_time) on what was 110819 (blather_date)

i swear

internetless, unable to sleep, or unwilling atleast, because i had words.
then i get on blather today
(ok yesterday now, another blather_all_nighter, ive been thinking about this for hours and hours now),
and i see

remflections
and
mirror_called

and aaron with its flesh and bone, mind and soul reference.

here i am in blather isolation, and hsg, damnit, your beating me to my next topics! am i that predictable! haha damn. still doesnt explain the flesh and bone, mind and soul reference... i know i said flesh and blood, i guess they are common enough phrases, but still!

to say the least, i was more than a little suprised.

so what the hell is going on? ;) haha

ok its official,
hsg_your_kinda_freaking_me_out

nice_job!

i know other skites have commented on similar lines of thought, they get on blather to write about a subject, and there it is on the recent page.

but still

im left wondering

is this some temporal shift in time, string_theory, m_theory multiple-dimensions shit (err... uh)?

some Jungian collective_unconscious shit?

or maybe some Jungian synchronicity shit?

some indigo_children shit? (*shrugs*)

or is it simpler than all that, that this was just the natural progression of the previous couple of days blathes that i might have gone all sponge on (i did stop by earlier on the 19th and read the last couple of days worth of blathes real quick, but i didnt have time to blathe anything) while this is the most likely, its still not completely satifying

i_dont_know

maybe i answered my own question... sorta, still interesting, to me atleast.

but im looking forward to your and anyone elses thoughts. 		110821
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thy i reread, and i must say i sound a little presumptive in some spots (maybe kinda stupid too), so apologies, ive had 4 hours of sleep in two and a half plus days? something like that... dont worry anybody, semi perfectly normal for me, im a professional at sleeping far too little. 110821
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re_alisma oh, don't worry, thy, i think you are right on the money. although perhaps it does seem to be the sort of thing that defies any attempt at categorizing. hence the inability to identify any absolutes or origins.

similar to the Mayan symbol Etznab, which i just-so-happened to read about only just yesterday... 		110821
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dafremen "STOP", said the lightbulb.

"Huh?!"

"STOP NOW!", it repeated. I slowed to a stop.

"Ok lightbulb. Can I go now?!"

"NO! YOU MUST WAIT UNTIL IT IS SAFE TO GO!"

I look to the left. Nothing for miles. I look to the right. There is no "To the right", just some shrubs and a guardrail.

"WTF is your problem lightbulb? I'm out of here!"

But the lightbulb had gone away..replaced by his green friend.

"You may go now", it winked brightly.

"Yea..fuck you assbong" I muttered and drove on.

Stupid lightbulbs. 		110822
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thy thank you, re_alisma. where were you reading about Etznab? the name seems really familiar...

dafreman, uhh... thanks! good stuff! haha assbong

also, id just like to say thanks to red_bull, 5_hour_energy, soda/pop, coffee_and_cigarettes for helping me through a whirlwind few days that had me: working my wonderful wage_slave job, helping a friend put a new roof on his house, and blathering like a fool til the morning_light 		110822
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re_alisma It was in The Mayan Oracle published by Bear & Co. I find it pretty useful. But it is more or less what is known as New Age. Really goes into a lot of details and who knows if those details have any sort of truthy broader application?

Daf...... What's going on? And can lightbulbs ask questions?? perplexed. 		110823
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thy thank you, il have to check it out. it seems crazy to me still... a chill went through my spine when i read the Etznab oracle.

i see now where i picked up the mirror reference

meditation

and some other places. but to my knowledge, i had never heard of Etznab or the hall_of_mirrors before i wrote the above. but when you said Etznab, i saw it in my mind, like i had seen it the day before, but i have no other real recollection, except the name. unless i am missing something, and i am kinda dumb, and forgetful, so i may be... and there is a reference to those two things specifically in blather (the only place i would have read about such a subject, as its familarity feels very recent... and blather is all i have been reading online recently) then this is a very odd occurance indeed. if im missing the blather reference, and someone out there knows about it, and im just going on being a fool again (again, quite possible), let me know, i would appreciate it.
its also interesting, re_alisma, that you were reading about the hall_of_mirrors within 24 hours or so of me writing about it.

and another thing... it describes these Mayan Oracles as
' archetypes ' on:

http://www.clearwhitelight.org/mayan/z~Etznab%20oracle%20intrepretation.htm

(and i know i had never seen this website until i looked up Etznab at your mention of it)

and here i was going on about Jung!

Jung!!

WtF wtf wtf!!! i feel crazier and saner all at once! 		110824
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re_alisma thy: that's exactly what i read. i think you were definitely doing an excellent job with it on your own!

as far as synchronicity goes, welcome to my life. i have temper tantrums regularly here at blather because i've been experiencing an overload of synchronicity. it's possible that i egg it on, but it's also possible that i'm not engaging some things in life enough, and need to do more. i get very confused. so i'm neither PRO nor ANTI synchronicity, archetype, and Jung. i know the shit is ubiquitous ( and most blatherskites do have a talent for it! ) and i do try to be cool and also do my best.

you can look up your Mayan sign by birthday ( make sure that if you were born between midnight and dawn you use the previous date to your birthday) and mine is Etznab. which makes sense. perhaps yours is too! that would also make sense, although given the nature of this hall_of_mirrors thing it wouldn't necessarily have to be, know what i'm sayin?

so, you are on track, ahead of the game really, and this stuff isn't going away, so you just gotta ask the powers-that-be not to blow your mind too profoundly too often. they will, though, because it's a dire (global warming) and impatient age.

you're okay. and for my next anthem how about the_lion's_heart_becomes_neurotic all because i'm kinda p.o'd about too-much-shittiness this summer, for the most part, undeserved and quite possibly serving the purpose of feeding mere ghosts or people who want more of that there occult power. i seem to have way too much of that stuff and wouldn't wish it on others, but also would want less of it, and am wondering what to do with it? symbolically like my tickets to shows that i don't end up using, but also, really, not at all because i really do miss the shows.

i bet you there is some other mayan symbol besides Etznab that addresses the issue, but now i'm too pooped out on Mayan whateverness to go looking for it.

anyway, i'm kind of totally babbling on and on, neurotically, here. ok, then. onto : lion's_heart_becomes_neurotic_yeah 		110824
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thy well, thank you re_alisma. ive enjoyed your neurotic babbling, i hope youve enjoyed mine ;) 110826
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re_alisma thank you, there, enjoyable and matched neurotic thy! :) 110826
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Doar thy....calm down dude. too much cerebral is detrimental to our contiued existence.

. Yer making my brain hurt...:)

. 		110826
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