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lycanthrope things are most frightening when you create an outside.

like a horror movie,
when you're amidst the darkness,
when you can't escape it,
you might as well face it.
you assume even its savage laws
are all you have.

but once you close it away,
when you escape to a room,
or a closet or a car,
suddenly it screams or mutes in through
every crack, every chance opening.

the brighter and smaller the room,
the heavier the dark.

love is like that sometimes,
a bright small room
shut pressed against
the crush of a looming
darkness you were once a part of,
which remains a part of you.
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thieums Recommendations for computer geeks going in "the outside" :

- The green carpet on the ground is called "grass",
- The bright light in the sky cannot be shut down by any switch,
- The trees around you are not binary search trees,
- Bumping into rocks and other objects hurts, not like in your average quake-like,
- When you decide to interact with one of the life-forms you shall encounter, be aware that no pop-up window with multiple choice of sentences to say will appear.
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silentbob fuera 040926
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Deomis trying to look at what it's like on the inside, but ice on the glass is too thick 040926